lalalala

from my chronicle today

I wonder why my love always stands on its own side
Until it dimmmed by itself
I kept wondering
When it would find its pair
To stand together in every sorrows and happiness
To encourage each other when onfe of them fall

My whisper is just mine
And my pounding heart is only for my sense
Nobody realize
Wheter I was crying or laughing

I wonder when I would get the miracle
Which I had waited for a long time
I wonder how it would be
I wonder what it could be

I always try not to be selfish and diminish all my selfishness
although it really hurts
I wonder how my heart could examine itself
I wonder how it would work much better when it finds its pair

I am wondering a wonderful wonder
I wonder..